got to talk to the boy last night
and he misses me uwu
but he was really upset on saturday because he’s been facing so many setbacks out there and i feel so bad that i’m not there to hug him and make everything ok. </3 he’s getting so worked up over the content he has to study before school that he’s freaking himself out worse than he needs to.
and he really misses home/wants to come back/kind of hates it out there. which makes me feel all conflicted because a) i want him to have fun out there b/c this is a great experience for him but b) i really want him to come home when he’s done, because i cannot deal with only being able to see him like 6 times a year. ):